When I stepped onto your carousel
I never realized that there would never be a way off.
That I would be forever stuck spinning in circles
Around and around again.
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I remember the day I met you
I can close my eyes and instantly be transported
To that living room packed with people
when our eyes met from across the…
When you left and slammed the door shut behind you
I was trapped inside a windowless room
Closed off from everyone and everything
Feeling unworthy, unloved and alone
Dec 27, 2020
As I sit here drowning in a sea of loneliness
Searching for something, anything to keep me afloat.
I can’t help by remind myself that loneliness does not equal weakness.
Dec 26, 2020
I never realized how badly you treated me
Until I had to speak the words out loud
Until I had to explain to someone
What happened between us
Dec 1, 2020
There are certain things I know
The sky is blue
The grass is green
The sun is yellow
And there are things I don’t know.
Things that I should…
Nov 30, 2020
I no longer remember the before
Just the after.
You transformed me.
Into this new person — who forgets who she once was
Before is such a…
Nov 2, 2020
I am a work in progress.
Instead of waiting for some day, i’ve decided today is that day.
Today is the day where I start. …
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Aren’t you tired?
of playing this silly game.
Constantly spinning in the same circle
over and over again.
Don’t you want to stop playing games
and just be…. yourself.
Nov 1, 2020
Like most people in their late 20s, I’m still trying to figure so much out (while feeling like I’m falling so far behind).
I’m trying to figure out who I am, what I want and where I am going. But I now realize that I don’t have to put on…
A lost 20-something trying to find her place in the world .
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